Anita Magdalena

Anita Magdalena

Wednesday, 18 July 2012

Observations



Poem written by Anita Magdalena.....

Observations
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And in essence there lays the trivial pursuit 
of a drawn out waste of time in prolonging 

that should be sandblasted right into oblivion 

where it explodes with no visible side effects 




Tit for tat melodies so off key and out of step 
that shudder my spirit and pain my tired eyes 
left me wanting to pour fire on the human race 
as it burns the pessimistic thinking to black dust 




Inflated egos that bleed in rivers of going nowhere 
plummeting out of control in their combustible nature 
Yin Yang both tangle with inflated selves non-digestible 
choking the air from the living breathing planet as it dies 




Observations of creations a mindless worthless pelt 
taking innocence by the throat and squeezing it out 
words that scream cannot be heard ears now deaf 
I turn my back on a force that holds no life for me 


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Thursday, 3 May 2012

Poppy Red Stardust Falls From Fingertips




Poem written by Anita Magdalena.....


Poppy Red Stardust Falls From Fingertips
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A fathomless fortitude...

falling in poppy red stardust from fingertips

as it alights upon
the wave of sensual desire



Where hushed dreams soothe
as moonlight shines through eyes
warming depths where cold visits often
melting to flow freely



Pain fades to places of numb
bringing life in gentle stabs
of sweet breathing emotions
releasing in a flow of salty rivulets



Where things tightly wrapped and bound
become loose and tumble into skies
of my captivating view
Stroking my soul to new levels



Pulse points beat to the drum
of my new found spectrum
energising in it's wake
the very core of what is now



And I lose the shroud 
that has veiled my view 
where I moved in pointless direction
I choose with clarity the next moment




It is mine...........

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Monday, 30 April 2012

Covered By Angels Wings



Poem Written By Anita Magdalena.....


Covered By Angels Wings
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Remember the time 
you whispered to me 
ever so loudly 



***** "You're covered by Angels wings" ***** 



My protection 
My light within my dark 
You loved me proudly 


My Dark fallen Angel 
My Knight in chains 
Taken by the catchup 
of your hell 


You went away 
and the Angels fell silent 
as the light flickered 
blackness fell 



Remember the dreams 
you and I 
the most breathtaking visions 



***** "The rolling hills of Tuscany" ***** 



So much time has gone 
No whispers come 
Just brick wall collisions 





Remember 



***** "No time for regrets" ***** 






I know 

It's safer this way. 





Silence. 
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Thursday, 22 March 2012

Magdalena Unfurled


Written By Anita Magdalena, picture belongs to me also


Magdalena Unfurled
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Buried deep in a shallow grave the wrap around of my enslave
Some days choke some days breathe run away never leave
Emptiness upon me spoke wrapped my soul in it's black cloak
Blood so cold yet still it flows ice upon my heart now blows


Giver taker procrastinator fall in line you scumbag faker
Sigh no high on days of woe just lost in time nowhere to go
Nothing here with time to waste requirement of a tedious taste
Silence the scream of a knowing mind seeing much in what I find


Tiredness now enfolds this place give me time ease the pace
There upon your face a frown of what the thought is setting down
Subjective in foundation weak now switch off to the  words you speak
Find my field of flowers in bloom alone here now for you no room


Lose myself in the earthly flow of connections made smooth and slow
Behind the veil the day I was born over my face was how it was worn
Leaves me lost in another place I enter the feel of this ethereal space
Light upon my mind now clear whispering in time that holds me here.

09/03/2012

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Saturday, 4 February 2012

She.





Poem written by Anita Magdalena......


She.
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There she stood so frail and broken all of her tears snatched away
Desolate heart abused so much upon which white lilies play
Approach her not her space is sacred untainted now she has scrubbed it clean
No germ shall infect or penetrate the place inside her beautiful dream

Swaying playing in the breeze Wild Poppies of red skies so blue
Catches her breath steals her away she ponders in her panoramic view
I will never leave or ever grieve she thinks while walking through her mind
I smile a mile and do it with style she thinks in Poppies her favourite kind

Step outside don't step outside I want to stay why can I not stay
Please don't make me it may just break me wait a bit now go away
She locks her world and hides the key In a place that no one else can see
Seals the cracks seam welded shut holding her where she wants to be

A Castle so haunting a place she is caught in blissful darkness and desire
Candles burning a lover yearning on the outside of her burning fire
Let him in don't let him in she thinks while yearning for him too
Her heart so frail will surely fail if he does to her as others do

Unlocking the door letting him in giving to him a piece of her heart
Awkward steps of wariness she asks of him please don't tear me apart
Day after day in love they play with fantasies and future dreams
Hope and love a fluffy dove candy floss and chocolate creams

A place he will take her to be one with nature making love by the light of the moon
Brazen and boasting on a fantasy coasting of how he will make it real very soon
A sigh from her lips as the fantasy grips in the rhythmic sway of her porcelain hips
Take me to ecstasy spread me and pleasure me as I stroke your skin with my fingertips

Six months long there love still strong he stole her heart and made it swell 
So bloated she gloated with a smile so big and a tune that played on her every cell
Then came a silence with no word of warning that grabbed at her core and twisted so
The days ticked by a heavy sigh as dread enveloped left her feeling low

He didn't come back she faded to black cold and unseen as she threw up her spleen
Cast him a haunting misery taunting a place in his heart that he has never been
Crumble and fumble through each place you stumble she thinks with a wicked smile on her face
Throw it and blow it until he does know it was she that led the Devil right to his place

She fell back in line with her dream so divine of Wild red Poppies and skies so blue
Welded and melded the lock on her door and the lock on her heart to never undo
Drifting and lifting herself from her sorrow of a lonely world today and tomorrow
She pulled across the curtain on all of her hurting to push it away for it not to follow

Time to move on from this repetitive song the world is still spinning a new song is singing
Friends out there waiting not looking for mating she thinks to herself now no more abating
A breath on the wind it is time for the sin of the moment to moment she wants to live in
Take me don't break me build me and make me she thinks yes I shall watch me elate me

She stood in the moment alone in the dark as another step she took with a shaky heart
Knocked on the door of an interesting place that was dark and inviting compelling her grace
A poet you know it she thought to herself she jumped right in from her isolated shelf
Landed and blended in with the crowd of dark poets abound friendly and proud

Sharing her words of sorrow and lust anger and passion her thrown away trust
Accepted not rejected not shoved or neglected comments flow with a genuine thrust
Keeping it real she goes with the feel of her inner workings her long time friend
Liking this place and it's easy pace of poets in the dark with no common trend

Back in her Castle haunting not daunting where candles burn and lovers yearn
Dark and delicious it may be fictitious but it's real in her heart where fantasies turn
Knowing and flowing to what now is growing a beautiful friendship to never waste
She thinks to herself it's time for the sin of the moment to moment she now wants to taste

Connection affection a time for reflection another step taken in an optimistic direction
Her mind is now tripping on what she has been missing she starts to remove her concrete protection
A go with the flow of whats starting to grow in each passing day and the words that they say
Wild Poppies in her heart shall never depart they are part of her soul in a wonderful way

Compelling not felling of yet she is telling so hoping that this is how it stays 
This place she has found with Dark Poetry abound fit's her in the best possible ways
She is just me as I imagine you see as you read through these words that tumble so free
I move everyday in a forward kind of way removing the shackles that kept me at bay

So now here I am with no solid plan just the moment to moment of whatever I can
Taking it slow enjoying the show of my life at this time not the where it may go
No doom and gloom now filling my room just the hush and brush of what I know
One day at a time not even in rhyme just the moment to moment of whatever may flow.

03/02/2012

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Sunday, 29 January 2012

Stepping Stones




Poem Written By Anita Magdalena......


Stepping Stones
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Expectations become a myth

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The empty world of nowhere time

I stepped onto each unsteady stone
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So many times



Came up bleeding
Cuts sealed by the dressing I supplied
Made up of conscious thoughts
Tumbling through unconscious dreams

I brush myself down
Wipe away the the "what if's" with a used up rag

Step onto the next unsteady stone
while in thoughts of

"Will I fall again"

I paint adhesive of my very own will 
onto the soles of my feet..........


20/01/2012


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